Committed/Single/True Commitment..!!!

I gave up writing months ago right here.. I don’t know what bring me back. Hope this time I continue writing..

There was one line which I read few days back..

‘Fall in love before you get rich’. At moments it casts a magic spell over the reader. This line made me remember one story.

---- Committed/Single/True Commitment..

It started 5 years back.

she was 16, not mature enough to get entangled into all this but I think god had some goddamn plans for her.

On some blessed day she opened the most ravishing gift from heaven..

Yes it was love.. so called true love..!!!

Yes, it was him.. For the first time she really felt comfortable with was 'him'. They used to text each other whole day long. They shared each and every single incident with each other. Years passed and They did not even remember how but somehow.. those days were great. The feeling which one get to know that yes.. somewhere out there in this world is someone who loves you more than you love yourself. That feeling is awesome. Statistics show : Out of 100%, 90% crowd in high school feel same for one person at least once. There is no harm in feeling anything for anyone until and unless it affects your rest of the life. Considering today’s so called janta this feeling is like seasons which come and go and come again. Only difference is their other half changes with seasons. Coming back to the story… 2 years passed. They were happy with whatever they were doing. Then came crucial and most important time where they gave a thought that is it going to work till long?? I guess this thought came too late to their minds. Previously, both were travelling on same road but then came one turn and they chose path which was seeming best to each of them. The paths they chose nowhere had any same destination. They then realized that they took wrong decision, they did false promises. And then they decided to take a break from this. Initially it was difficult for both of them to control their feelings but then as you know there is this great saying “time heals everything, give time time”… and yes this worked as we expected it to which was indeed the best part. They got busy with their own schedule..family.. friends.. party.. adventures.. job.. Time passed and both forgot each other as it was immature/childish love. They did not even bother to contact each other.

In starting I wrote “but I think god had some goddamn plans for her”. So here comes the twist : people say time flows like water in the river. River merges with the ocean. And ocean never keep anything with himself. He takes and gives you more than you deserve. One day, when this girl was busy doing her routine work she suddenly got a call from some unknown number saying that the boy she loved once met with an accident and is taking his last breathe. His only wish is to see her once before leaving this world. The girl could not believe her ears. She recognized the time they passed together. The talk they had, the promise of being together always, the promise of never leaving anyone in any situation. She left everything behind her as it is just to keep up the promises she made. She realized the feeling that she had for him can never be for anyone else. Still now after so many years somewhere in the corner of the heart she misses him. Thinking about him she reached his town. She straight away went to his home where she saw something which she never thought in her dreams… The boy whom she loved more than anyone else was waiting for her with ring in his hands, he proposes her for marriage… (So touchy…) finally they got married and realized that biggest mistake of their life was leaving each other..

If you people think this could ever happen with you then “take some water in bowl and die in it”

This kind of stupid things can only happen in books and movies.. I have seen people breaking up and moving on.. I have never seen anyone  coming back. And it’s a damn real truth.

Now stop dreaming and go to work.. You already spoiled your precious 10mins on reading something which has no moral.. 

For People in LOVE..

Stars shinning bright above you,                                                      

Night  breezes seem to whisper I love you,

Birds singing in the sycamore tree,

Dream a little dream of me,

Say night - night and.. kiss me,

Just hold me tight n tell me you'll miss me,

While m alone the blue as can be

Dream a little dream of me..!!!

Enough for me.. signing out for now..

P.S. : Always give second thought before moving on.. Moving on seems to be the only option but can sometimes be the biggest mistake.. not everyone is lucky enough to get back the one whom they once loved more then they loved themselves.

Is WaitinG WorTH???

Human beings are only one which has a very beautiful aspect of nature, which is their ability to wait for something. We always wait for something or the other.

I am quite sure every one of us knows how to wait. Everyone waits in different ways and for different reasons. The truth is there are two things in life reasons and results and reasons simply don’t count.

I am sure many of us never thought how much time we have wasted in waiting for something to happen. Human nature is like that only. If we observe ourselves, we will see that life always knock our doors, every day, every minute it tells us to change. But we always resist that change to happen. We do not show courage to change; we always wait for change to happen automatically without affecting our daily routine. Waiting is good but only if we know how to wait and how much to wait.

Normally, we wait for changes which means we wait for someone to bring in that change; for somebody else to come and clean up the mess; for someone else to take the initiative to take positive steps etc.

Wait is the only thing which is endless, which is never going to end no matter how much we try.

                                                Working........ Please WAIT..!!!!!

A Dream DREAM..!!!

This post is not about strange people or haircuts, not about politics, not about race.
It involves something interesting which I like to write about. This post is about life, decisions, and the question each of us should ask at some point in our lives – “What Could I have done?”
Few days back my friend introduced me to a young man who walked into my company. So handsome, Dashing..!!! What became clear to me over the next few days was that very little had ever been expected of him to be good academically as well as in behaviour. So caring and soft spoken. He neither had attitude of being topper of class nor that he is so good looking and all people appreciate him as a person. He lived with his friends who were close to him from college days.
As the days went on, he confided in me more and more. I started liking him. I learned from some common friends about his family life, the personal struggles he had faced during college days, his belief that his temper could not be controlled, and his rationale for not dating anyone. He often told his friends that he couldn’t date a girl because they didn’t know how to shut up. They always take way “peace of mind” and given his aforementioned temper, such relationships would never work. I noted that he also admitted that he’d never dated any girl, nor had he will even ask any one out, but he was adamant that his reasoning was sound. I've seen him twice. Both times a chance meeting in a public place. He’d had some ups and some downs, but seemed to be finding his way like so many young men do. Each time I told myself that I would keep up with him, and call if he ever needed me.
But as we tend to do generally, I moved on to the next group of people and the next... “What Could I have done?” I did not give this any thought earlier, but I realize that, I understand that Situation is no different at this point of time. I should have told him my feelings. If he would have rejected my proposal at least I would not have regretted now about not telling him what I felt about him.
 “Tears are words the heart can't express”

Believe in Yourself..!!!

Sometimes people come into our life and we know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, and teach us a lesson. We never know who these people may be, when will they come. But sometimes things happen to us at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but we realize that without overcoming those obstacles we would have never realized our potential, strength, will power and heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, deceive, lost moments of true greatness all occur to test the limits of our soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people we meet affect our life. The successes and downfalls that we experience can create who we are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are the most poignant and important ones.

If someone hurts us, betrays us or breaks our heart,we should forgive them because they have helped us learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom we should open our heart.

If someone loves us, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love us, but because they are teaching us to love and to open our heart and eyes to little things. Appreciate every moment and take it as if we may never be able to experience it again.

I learnt this lesson and want to share with you:

Let yourself fall in love and break free. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you.

The Half of Life..!!!

Jumping on seasons this time. Vellore is considered to be hottest place of Tamil Nadu. The hottest month of southern India is April. I wonder how I managed to live here for 4 years without cooler and AC. Every season describe some emotion. Summer depicts warm and inviting while winter depicts cold and barren. Theories say emotions range from two: happy to sad. I think emotions vary from summer to winter as well.

How does it feel when suddenly hot and humid weather turns out to be rainy with little bit of cold breeze blowing on your face? Sounds like a dreamland where every single person would be cheery and filled with happiness.

This happened today when I was going to mess to have some snacks. When I came out of my room at the very moment I felt cool, soothing breeze stuck my face. After so hot and dull afternoon I felt like I entered heaven. When I walked down I saw girls chatting, roaming here and there. Everyone was looking happy and cheerful. Suddenly it started raining. Gaussshhh such a relief from haunting and killing heat. Then I planned to go out on 9th floor and enjoy the real beauty of campus. I could not describe much but only I can say, My campus was looking like (If I admire any human beauty in that sense as) “Gorgeous, Magnificence, lovely, attractive, flawless …… In one word like HEAVEN”. I could hear chirruping of birds, train passing nearby, boys shouts (because of IPL matches). I could see clouds touching mountains. I could feel the beauty of nature. I felt so blessed. Thanks HARSH for clicking that pic for me. Nice tag too. A wet sunset..!!!

I have only 1 thing to say after this wonderful evening:

"Now every field is clothed with grass, and every tree with leaves; now the woods put forth their blossoms and the year assumes its gay attire." - Virgil

Men in Bluezzz !

This is first time in the history of cricket world cup when prime ministers of world’s most massive enemies will be sitting together and watching, how on field using bat and ball as weapons their citizens will be fighting against each other and will give their best to get qualified for final. India is in such a strong position that if they try a bit harder they could easily win this world cup and can make a record. India has won the World Cup for the first and for the only time in 1983. Team India was not even one of the best teams in the 1983 edition. In the subsequent tournaments, India produced stronger teams, but they could not add to their World Cup tally in one day cricket. Even though the Indian team got stronger with each edition of the World Cup, they were never the best teams in the tournament. India has emerged as the strongest team for the first time in the World Cup tournament this year. After beating Australia, Indian team especially young candidates got this confidence of winning against any team. We all know that the team India is capable of more than what they have shown so far and also the team which peaks at the right time generally wins the cup so finally we might at last see the Indian team peaking at the right time and winning the world cup.
Keeping my fingers cross and hoping that India will get back in full form during world cup this time and will make every Indian proud.

JAI HIND..!!!

FROM THE HEART..!!!

IT MUST HAVE BEEN LOVE..

Lay a whisper, On my pillow
Leave the winter, On the ground
I wake up lonely, The stare of silence
In the bedroom, And all around
Touch me now..
I close my eyes, And dream away

IT MUST HAVE BEEN LOVE
BUT IT'S OVER NOW
IT MUST HAVE BEEN GOOD
BUT I LOST IT SOMEHOW.. :(